So im 15, i have a great family and friends. my friends always want to hang out and my family spoils me to the point im almost embarrassed. its just i dont seem to be very close to my family. i never tell them whats actually on my mind when they say whats wrong, and i always feel awkward talking about my feeling with them, because i know there are people with much much much worse problems, so i tend to keep all my problems to myself. so on the outside it seems like i have everything anybody could want, a family that loves them, great friends, a good place to live where you dont have to worry about anything, yet its the life i dread to live. i want to be somewhere else so bad. just start over completely. at one point i wanted to run away but i know thats a very stupid decision seeing how i have nowhere to go. if you have any advice please help. sorry for the length just wanted to get as mush as i could out

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   ok so how manyt times haz thais happened to u? i loked around the house and im nekid but mty pepe is to long for u so i pe in a cup w/lemonade sour skittles and poop in a chair and crammkp my ownstyles!

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   Maybe you should consider going to a threpist they’ll listen to your problems. Maybe you should tell your family how you feel. It doesn’t have to be a big huge conversation you can just mention to them you’d like a little less spoiling. Also maybe you should try and find a job or some place you can volunteer that would get you out of the house and give you a different outlook on life.
   Good Luck!

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   when i was 15 i felt the same way. i had an awesome life and awesome parents, and awesome friends but i just felt weird. almost empty. have you thought about talking to a counselor? you might not need it, but there is most likely a reason you aren’t feeling close to your family and friends.